Hello Heart Partners! I hope you are all well…journeying POSITIVELY as we head into WINTER and the HOLIDAYS as you choose to CELEBRATE! We are having some GOOD FUN, and some CHALLENGING TIMES…but I KNOW our FATHER is in control!!! As a result of those times that I like to refer to as “not so much,” I am traveling a deeper learning journey around HEALING! Now, please know that I am NO EXPERT…I only choose to write and share in GREAT HOPES that YAHUAH will use my story to give someone HIS PEACE for whatever you are ENDURING this SEASON of YOUR LIFE!

So, many of us know ALL of the SCRIPTURES around HEALING, and I am positive that many have prayed them at different times, but sometimes don’t get to see the HEALING ! I am with you and understand 100%! A couple of Sundays ago the FOUNDING PASTOR of our Church taught on HEALING and then at the end prayed for those who needed PHYSICAL HEALING, and those who want to be HEALERS! For the first time I could really relate to what he was saying, as recently he has had some of his own PHYSICAL CHALLENGES, but still with the CONFIDENCE of HOLY SPIRIT or RUACH HA’QODESH he taught with confidence and full FAITH BELIEF! If you are like me you may have had some experiences or questioning about WHY I SUFFER? I cannot give you reasons for ALL of my physical challenges, but what I can say is I am only SEEKING HIM now, and TRUSTING HIM for his HEALING however He chooses! I don’t desire to seek out doctors, for any reason unless YAHUAH guides me that way! (I still have an amazing ANGEL as a PHYSICIAN who supports me!) This is HUGE for me, someone with ASTHMA, and several other situations! When I was younger I only knew to seek medical attention, and they would help me, but now I KNOW BETTER, and more IMPORTANTLY I DESIRE my GREAT PHYSICIAN to HEAL me!

So, as I sat and listened intently to the teaching, and praying as the PASTOR prayed…RUACH HA’QODESH spoke to my heart regarding, “PATTERNS” of behaviors that I have been entrenched in! I have had negative patterns of doing whatever I can myself to “help whatever I am experiencing!” GUESS what that is not our FATHER’S WORD…first verse that I heard…Proverbs 3:5-7 CEPHER “Trust in El-YAHUAH with all your heart; and lean not unto your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct your paths. Be not wise in your OWN eyes: FEAR YAHUAH, and depart from evil.” So, first realization…I was trusting my own ways…and you can GUESS WHY?? You see here’s another scripture, Isaiah 55:8-9 “For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways, says YAHUAH. For a the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways, and my thoughts than your thoughts.” BOOM DKAE! It is time to KNOW my thoughts and ways are NOT HIGHER! Okay how about…Deuteronomy 32:4 “He is the ROCK, his work is perfect; for all his ways are judgment: an El of Truth and without iniquity, just and right is HE!” If I am HIS workmanship as we know HE calls us…well what am I doing executing my OWN ways to heal? I will GONG myself here….

1John 4:15-17 “Whosoever shall confess that Yahusha is the Son of Elohim, Elohim dwells in him, and he in ELOHIYM. And we have known and believed the love that ELOHIYM has to us. ELOHIYM is love; and he that dwells in love dwells in ELOHIYM, and ELOHIYM in him. Herein is our love made perfect, that we may have boldness in the day of judgment; BECAUSE AS HE IS, SO ARE WE (or me) IN THIS WORLD”. This passage has become my life-line! So, it makes, “BY HIS STRIPES, WE ARE (I AM) HEALED,” come to REAL FAITH LIFE for me!

The REAL LIGHT OF LIFE (bulbs) began to illuminate a NEW PATH for me…and as I walk in HIS TRUTH…I eagerly confess and repent when I take matters into my own hands…or lose hope, or question question question, or become NEGATIVE and GUESS WHAT…YAHUAH removes it and separates it as far as the east is from the west! I AM BEYOND GRATEFUL!!! What I gleaned the most that Sunday is that I had not been completely HONEST with myself…and it was important to repent and release my yuck to our most loving FATHER in order to SEE HIS TRUTH MORE CLEARLY!

I continue my healing journey both in body and emotion, but today I TRULY KNOW WHO IS WORKING ON MY BEHALF if I am willing to REMOVE MY HANDS, THOUGHTS…etc! (TAKE YOUR THOUGHTS CAPTIVE DKAE)

I stop now to PRAY for any and all who are facing PHYSICAL or EMOTIONAL CHALLENGES! AS YAHUSHA IS SO ARE YOU IN THIS WORLD !!! Let’s trust our FATHER CREATOR…HE KNOWS BEST!

SENDING YOU ALL LOVE and HIS PEACE!!!

SHALOM,

DanaKae

Beatrice C. Ayanniyi